Spending your summer in the
same city as your university, a city that pretends to be a college town but
really isn’t and that is known only by one of two things—your university or the
rape case that made national news—doesn’t sound very promising. But really,
it’s not that bad. There are adventures to be had here…
At the beginning, the small
adventures of starting utilities, paying rent, and figuring out how much food
to buy at the grocery store were enough to keep me occupied and overwhelmed for
a week or two. Now that these grown-up adventures are a regular part of the
schedule of work, eat, and sleep, I’ve had some time to realize that the best
adventures so far have come not from being an adult, but simply from being
young, wild, and free with plenty of time and very little money on my hands.
A local hiking trail in a
West Virginia state park has become one of my favorite refuges, and although
I’ve only ever walked to the mile and a half point—a swimming hole in the
next-door creek—I fully intend to walk further down the trail before the end of
the summer.
Or sometimes when Bry, my
housemate, and I get restless and neither of us feels like driving the seven
minutes to the trail, we will drive three minutes to one of the nearby
cemeteries and go walking or jogging there. “It’s so weird to me that
cemeteries are something beautiful to walk through around here,” she says.
Apparently Southern Californian cemeteries lack the beauty of small town Ohio
cemeteries.
I laugh at Bry’s comment and
soak up the beauty of the peach-colored sunset between three sentinel oak trees
that are probably older than the town itself. The cemetery is enchanting in the
dim dusk-light and I can almost imagine little fairies dancing in the woods
over there or hear goblin men’s footsteps as they come to hawk their fruits.
But the “scope for
imagination” isn’t why I like coming here. No. It’s a fondness for thinking
about the people who are buried here and whispering a small and childish prayer
that they are sleeping peacefully. I read their names, turning them over like a
hard strawberry candy in my mouth, and the joyful hope rises in my chest that
one day I will meet them all, that I will see their beautiful and ugly faces,
and that I will hear their stories of life and the road to heaven. When I’m
here they seem very near to me. It’s like visiting long-lost friends.
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